New Life beginning without Syin.

Sorry for inconvenience. It's been long time i never blogged because i was busying with my life.
Lately too much things happening in my life. Some are sweet, some are sour. My life now are miserable, without a good path for me to walk. I'm walking alone all the way. It's been 2 weeks i walking alone. I felt very lonely. Even though she is still beside me and sleeping together. But the feeling is sour, i wish it could turn become sweet but from the time i know it's turn away to sour. All this time i changed alot. Previously i was a person who always easily turn temper. But now i was a person who always calm and only will say "erm". Weird? It's not weird at all. All in my mind is only her. "Syin" always keep on think of her. every second every minutes every hour. From the picture above i was wroted at the floor for expressing my love to her when we both walking at night. Now it's like disappear in my life.

This love becomes like star in my heart. Every pieces of the star seems to fade away. Now i was finding a way to find back my star in my heart. I prayed that every pieces of my star will reach to her my love -->Syin.








"Well it's one thing to fall in love
But another to make it last
I thought that we were just beginning
And now you say we're in the past
Look me in the eye
and tell me we are really through

You know it's one thing to say you love me
but another to mean it from the heart
And if you don't intend to see it through
why did we ever start?
I wanna hear you tell me
you don't want my love

Put your hand on your heart and tell me
it's all over
I won't believe it till you
put your hand on your heart and tell me
that we're through
Put your hand on your heart

They like to talk about for ever
Most people never get the chance
Do you wanna lose our love together
Do you find a new romance
I wanna hear you tell me
you don't want my love

Put your hand on your heart and tell me
it's all over
I won't believe it till you
put your hand on your heart and tell me
that we're through
Put your hand on your heart
hand on your heart

Look me in the eye
and tell me we are really through"

...and you told me we were really through.